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I know (I hope actually) that this is just a phase but whenever I think that I'm already four months in, it's not helping me. My new leaders and stakeholders do not fail to motivate me and tell me I am doing not just okay but actually good, but maybe I am indeed kind of a perfectionist or has this somehow a control issue that I need to know everything as much as I can and do everything as much as I could which is denying myself to take some pauses and appreciate my progress instead of just constantly looking at that other end of the journey.
But more than all these things, everything is well and in between working since I started this new job, I did a couple of nice vacations in the Balkans and another week in Romania during the course of the Summer just to try and relax and do my best to forget about work and it did help me so much. I hope I can share more of that in this blog but I did some Travel Episodes on my YouTube Channel: Steven's Queue that you can join me with!
Aside from those two trips, my French friends from the office tagged me with them on a weekend drive through Spain's Northeastern Coast or known as the Costa Brava! They took me to a cute city called Begur which was so beautiful, quiant, and full of character! Here are some of my photos from that lovely August Day!
About 70 kilometers north of Barcelona is the city of Vic. Just a little bit more than an hour by train from Barcelona Sants, this city has an iconic plaza that has been preserved through the ages. It is located in the plains and is perfectly in the center of the Coasts of Barcelona and the Pyrenees range thus giving it a very special climate and vegetation that makes its winters a lot colder than most of Barcelona province.

I went there on a weekend of May, just for a day trip as part of my New Place Sundays. (Which I haven't done in the past two weeks now because I fell ill but I'm getting better now little by little). It was a quiet city especially since I went there on a Sunday where everything is expected to be closed here in Spain.

Vic also has a prominent university wherein Spanish students and even from neighboring countries chose to take their degrees. It was once a big textile producer just like other cities in the Barcelona province, but now this industry is slowly fading away if not completely. But one of my favorite sausages, the fuet which is a thin cured pork sausage is being manufactured mostly here.

Just another amazing city very close to Barcelona. Truly, the region that I am living in boasts a lot of beautiful sights and colorful culture that is both distinctly their own and at the same time, distinctly Catalan. I feel really blessed to call this region my new home.
Leaving you this post with a photo of me on the city's iconic square, thanks to a group of students who passed buy and were kind to take this solo traveler's photo.

Never stop taking pictures!
Stevenson
Located south west of Barcelona, Garraf is a 45-minute train ride from Sants Station. It is a quaint seaside town but boasts stunning blues - both the sky and the sea. There's a small bay where people enjoy the beach and walking further west is a Marina where you can enjoy the breeze in a very quiet spot.